K soooo.... I'm supposed to be working on school work right now but... I'm bored.. lollol..
Teeeheee,
I'm sooo bored!!
I don't feel like doing school work I feel like going home and seeing my boyfriend.. Grrr.
I want to sleep.
I'm bored.
Ugh
This blog is pretty much pointless.
But I really am bored!
Hmm.... I think I'll write now :p I'll write a poem about how bored I am lmao.
Friday, 11 March 2011
March Break
Yay!!!!!
Today's the last day before March Break! =]
I can sleep in all week next week :) I'm so happy!
I also get to see my boyfriend today after school so I'm reeaaaallllyyyyyy excited and happy.
I feel like my boyfriend and I don't see eachother enough so I'm really trying to change that and hopefully he wants to change that too because I really miss him!!
I feel like if we lived closer together then we'd see eachother much more often.
You know what's really weird?
My boyfriend and I have never watched a movie together...
It's strange
He's never really interested in watching a movie with me (I think it's because I'm way too in to chick flicks)
Anyways hopefully things change and my boyfriend and I end up spending more time together.
Today's the last day before March Break! =]
I can sleep in all week next week :) I'm so happy!
I also get to see my boyfriend today after school so I'm reeaaaallllyyyyyy excited and happy.
I feel like my boyfriend and I don't see eachother enough so I'm really trying to change that and hopefully he wants to change that too because I really miss him!!
I feel like if we lived closer together then we'd see eachother much more often.
You know what's really weird?
My boyfriend and I have never watched a movie together...
It's strange
He's never really interested in watching a movie with me (I think it's because I'm way too in to chick flicks)
Anyways hopefully things change and my boyfriend and I end up spending more time together.
Thursday, 10 March 2011
Happy Happy Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm starting to form strong friendships and I'm loving it xD
After all life is nothing when you don't have friends
Tuesday, 8 March 2011
My Lovely Roomate (note the sarcasm)
Today was a pretty good day I guess.
I made friends with someone who I didn't think I had much in common with at first but surprisingly I can relate to him. You can really make friends with anyone you choose to all it takes is understanding and actually listening to someone when they talk, It may seem hard at first but just try your hardest to try and understand what someone is saying and I guarantee you you'll understand that person a whole lot more.
I'm happy that I'm starting to actually LISTEN to people and use better listening skills because listening is incredibly important if you ever want to maintain healthy relationships. Unfortunently I do have the habit of completly changing the topic of what someone is saying into something that I want to talk about but I'm really working on changing that. The thing with me is that I genuinely like talking to people (depending on the person obviously) I just get annoyed when people can't listen properlly and I'd hate to be like that myself.
I mentioned in a previous blog that my mom and I have someone living with us well I'd really like to vent about that because I swear this guy is the most annoying person I've ever met in my entire life. He's like 64 years old and he's a complete POTHEAD like seriously he's smoked so much pot that I don't think he has many brain cells left because he's a complete dumbass. He laughs at things that aren't funny at all and his laugh is the most annoying sound I've ever heard, When he wakes up in the morning he makes these incredibly unnattractive gagging noises (to clear his throat) and it's disgusting, his face makes me want to punch someone (prefferably him) and what's really fucking annoying is how in the morning he wakes me up hel scream "Sarah you up?" And I swear that's just the worst way to start my day. Ugh even writing this right now I can hear him whistling while he's doing the dishes. My mom really makes me angry for keeping him here for this long, he was only supposed to stay with us for 2 weeks and guess how long he's been here? Almost 4 months now. My mom's a pushover, she'll help anyone even if she knows she'll get screwed over in the end, and guess whose the person that has to deal with her when someone screwes her over? That's right me. But honestly lately I've made it a point to avoid her... The second I get home from school I go directly to my room, shut my door, and that's it... I don't come back out. That's the way it is every day. Sometimes I feel like I could really go completly insane from being in my room ALL.THE.TIME. But it's better then being out in the living room with Dumb and Dumber.
The important thing is I won't have to deal with this for much longer... Only about 2 or 3 years and then I'm out on my own. I'm kind of looking forward to being independant and having my own apartment, obviously I'm not mature or responsible enough for that now but who knows what's going to happen in two-three years...
I made friends with someone who I didn't think I had much in common with at first but surprisingly I can relate to him. You can really make friends with anyone you choose to all it takes is understanding and actually listening to someone when they talk, It may seem hard at first but just try your hardest to try and understand what someone is saying and I guarantee you you'll understand that person a whole lot more.
I'm happy that I'm starting to actually LISTEN to people and use better listening skills because listening is incredibly important if you ever want to maintain healthy relationships. Unfortunently I do have the habit of completly changing the topic of what someone is saying into something that I want to talk about but I'm really working on changing that. The thing with me is that I genuinely like talking to people (depending on the person obviously) I just get annoyed when people can't listen properlly and I'd hate to be like that myself.
I mentioned in a previous blog that my mom and I have someone living with us well I'd really like to vent about that because I swear this guy is the most annoying person I've ever met in my entire life. He's like 64 years old and he's a complete POTHEAD like seriously he's smoked so much pot that I don't think he has many brain cells left because he's a complete dumbass. He laughs at things that aren't funny at all and his laugh is the most annoying sound I've ever heard, When he wakes up in the morning he makes these incredibly unnattractive gagging noises (to clear his throat) and it's disgusting, his face makes me want to punch someone (prefferably him) and what's really fucking annoying is how in the morning he wakes me up hel scream "Sarah you up?" And I swear that's just the worst way to start my day. Ugh even writing this right now I can hear him whistling while he's doing the dishes. My mom really makes me angry for keeping him here for this long, he was only supposed to stay with us for 2 weeks and guess how long he's been here? Almost 4 months now. My mom's a pushover, she'll help anyone even if she knows she'll get screwed over in the end, and guess whose the person that has to deal with her when someone screwes her over? That's right me. But honestly lately I've made it a point to avoid her... The second I get home from school I go directly to my room, shut my door, and that's it... I don't come back out. That's the way it is every day. Sometimes I feel like I could really go completly insane from being in my room ALL.THE.TIME. But it's better then being out in the living room with Dumb and Dumber.
The important thing is I won't have to deal with this for much longer... Only about 2 or 3 years and then I'm out on my own. I'm kind of looking forward to being independant and having my own apartment, obviously I'm not mature or responsible enough for that now but who knows what's going to happen in two-three years...
Fucking Frustrated
I seriously just want to go home right now....
I'm doing this stupid novel study and so far I've had to choose two novels to read and the first novel I lost interest in and the second novel I was really excited to do for my novel study but now they won't let me do it because apparently it's not appropiate... Oh my God I just want to go back to bed.
I could get work done at home I don't get why the entire day here can't just be based on therapy I'd really enjoy it more because it can be slightly hard for me to concentrate here at times and I'd rather focus on therapy when I'm here.
It's tuesday which means it's half price movie day (not that I have anyone to go with) I miss going to the movies with my ex bestfriend, we used to have so much fun and tuesday's were like our movie tradition. I'm getting kind of upset just thinking about it because now I never see my ex bestfriend...
:( I just want to go to the movies with her and she doesn't even seem to care about me anymore, I know what you guys are thinking "why don't you just go with your boyfriend?" Well I would but I need a freaking girls night. When I'm with certain people in public I feel comfortable because we don't get embarrassed infront of eachother but with my boyfriend.... It's just different. I love him so much but I also respect him soooo much which makes things a bit more complicated because it's easy to feel intimidated because of that.
I miss tuesday movie nights...
I miss being carefree for at least part of the day.
I'm doing this stupid novel study and so far I've had to choose two novels to read and the first novel I lost interest in and the second novel I was really excited to do for my novel study but now they won't let me do it because apparently it's not appropiate... Oh my God I just want to go back to bed.
I could get work done at home I don't get why the entire day here can't just be based on therapy I'd really enjoy it more because it can be slightly hard for me to concentrate here at times and I'd rather focus on therapy when I'm here.
It's tuesday which means it's half price movie day (not that I have anyone to go with) I miss going to the movies with my ex bestfriend, we used to have so much fun and tuesday's were like our movie tradition. I'm getting kind of upset just thinking about it because now I never see my ex bestfriend...
:( I just want to go to the movies with her and she doesn't even seem to care about me anymore, I know what you guys are thinking "why don't you just go with your boyfriend?" Well I would but I need a freaking girls night. When I'm with certain people in public I feel comfortable because we don't get embarrassed infront of eachother but with my boyfriend.... It's just different. I love him so much but I also respect him soooo much which makes things a bit more complicated because it's easy to feel intimidated because of that.
I miss tuesday movie nights...
I miss being carefree for at least part of the day.
Stupid Breakfast >.>
I didn't eat breakfast today (I rarely do) and my stomach keeps grumbling... Grr.
I don't like complaining much to people so I never really tell anyone if I'm in pain or something, I don't know I've just always been that way.
I miss my boyfriend even though I just saw him yesterday, I can't help it I can never get enough of him! I'm glad that he feels the same way about me <3 that makes me the happiest girl in the world. I can't help but wonder what he's doing at this exact moment and if he's thinking about me too.
I think I might be seeing my dad this weekend but I'm not sure, I'm never motivated to see him for some reason... It's weird because we always have such a great time.
I don't like complaining much to people so I never really tell anyone if I'm in pain or something, I don't know I've just always been that way.
I miss my boyfriend even though I just saw him yesterday, I can't help it I can never get enough of him! I'm glad that he feels the same way about me <3 that makes me the happiest girl in the world. I can't help but wonder what he's doing at this exact moment and if he's thinking about me too.
I think I might be seeing my dad this weekend but I'm not sure, I'm never motivated to see him for some reason... It's weird because we always have such a great time.
Monday, 7 March 2011
Melancholy Monday
Gahhh, I'm so tired. I hate Monday's (then again who doesn't?)
I can't wait till I can go home and sleep in my nice comfy bed.
Hopefully I'll be able to see my boyfriend someday soon because I don't think I'm seeing him today :(
Sometimes I can't even tell what kind of mood I'm in... It's really annoying. I mean I'm not exactly happy but I'm also not upset... I think I'm just apathetic.. Like I'm pretty much numb.
I don't really like it, obviously I'd rather be happy but then again being Apathetic is much better then being upset.
I didn't eat breakfast this morning and my stomach keeps grumbling which is always embarrassing.
Grrr...
I can't wait till I can go home and sleep in my nice comfy bed.
Hopefully I'll be able to see my boyfriend someday soon because I don't think I'm seeing him today :(
Sometimes I can't even tell what kind of mood I'm in... It's really annoying. I mean I'm not exactly happy but I'm also not upset... I think I'm just apathetic.. Like I'm pretty much numb.
I don't really like it, obviously I'd rather be happy but then again being Apathetic is much better then being upset.
I didn't eat breakfast this morning and my stomach keeps grumbling which is always embarrassing.
Grrr...
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