Tuesday, 8 March 2011

Fucking Frustrated

I seriously just want to go home right now....
I'm doing this stupid novel study and so far I've had to choose two novels to read and the first novel I lost interest in and the second novel I was really excited to do for my novel study but now they won't let me do it because apparently it's not appropiate... Oh my God I just want to go back to bed.
I could get work done at home I don't get why the entire day here can't just be based on therapy I'd really enjoy it more because it can be slightly hard for me to concentrate here at times and I'd rather focus on therapy when I'm here.
It's tuesday which means it's half price movie day (not that I have anyone to go with) I miss going to the movies with my ex bestfriend, we used to have so much fun and tuesday's were like our movie tradition. I'm getting kind of upset just thinking about it because now I never see my ex bestfriend...
:( I just want to go to the movies with her and she doesn't even seem to care about me anymore, I know what you guys are thinking "why don't you just go with your boyfriend?" Well I would but I need a freaking girls night. When I'm with certain people in public I feel comfortable because we don't get embarrassed infront of eachother but with my boyfriend.... It's just different. I love him so much but I also respect him soooo much which makes things a bit more complicated because it's easy to feel intimidated because of that.

I miss tuesday movie nights...
I miss being carefree for at least part of the day.

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